I have spoken and sung the language of light since early childhood. My grandmother kept journals of her many memories wrapping me as a baby in a blanket on cold winter nights and carrying me in her arms, taking long walks under the starlight. She wrote about being mesmerized by my constant excitement to speak to all the stars with my tiny hands. Later as I was learning to stand up in bed, she would find me holding onto wall coverings speaking to the flowers embedded in the wool designs. At age 3 and after, I would sing to every tree, flower and plant in our garden and play hide and seek with the moon at night. As a child, I always believed everyone could do this: speak or sing their language of light, the language of their soul.
Between ages five and nine, I was sent to music school to study violin and each Wednesday of every week I would have to wake up around 5 AM to get ready to accompany my father in the bus and go to the city. The unpleasantness of not much sleep every Tuesday night would be immediately forgotten the moment I walked through the metal gates of the Music School in Targoviste. I still hold dear the vivid memory of how the sound of violins and piano would uplift my soul to a heavenly realm and tears would stream down my face as a child...not knowing why. At age nine I won a national singing competition on a big stage singing a balad song in Romanian and then I was asked to present for a children's TV Show in Bucharest. As my elementary school classmates started to tease me about this other unusual gift of "singing the light" (this was around age 10-11), I decided to stop using my language of light for a while.
Many people around my family circle encouraged me to pursue a career in singing pop music while my mother projected her strong desire for me to become a school teacher and continue my family's legacy.
I gave both these directions my time and energy. Close to age nineteen, I was graduating Pedagogical School in Romania and I had started to teach a 1st grade group of 44 children. About the same time, I also had a powerful audition in Bucharest with a well known pop music composer. He loved the gift of my voice and the original songs I had written at the time, yet he was the one who literally broke my "singing dream" into many pieces by sharing with me glimpses of what my life would look like if I followed that dream, then he told me that one day I would be grateful that he had done that very specific information. At the time, my heart of an ambitious youth seemed shattered and I did not fully understand his well intended predictions. He transitioned to the other side a few years later.
Interestingly enough, not long ago, I was singing my light language and connected with this composer's soul in the quantum field where I expressed my deep gratitude to him for the role he played in my life at that very important soul crossing in the road. "The path of a pop music star in Romania would have been a self-destructive one for you. And besides...now you can reach so many others with the sounds of their own soul's longing', he whispered. I could immediately sense his tears and I witnessed my own as our souls quietly acknowledged this meaningful sacred contract.
You remember I said that it was around age 10-11 that I stopped singing the light because I was being teased about in school. Well, it wasn't until my first marriage in 1995 and my big move to USA at age nineteen that I could no longer hide from my soul's light songs. I would sing to myself before bedtime to soothe stress from my long teaching hours. And sometimes I would share a song here and there with close friends in our meditation circles. Having being initiated into kriya yoga and meditation in 2002 was another milepost in my lifepath. I began to experience everything as sound, light and vibration. I was also grateful my first husband was a musician on the side and he would play his guitar every day, sometimes asking me to record background voice for his albums.
And now I have to mention one more stepping stone in this path of light. Fall of 2010, I was in New Zealand co-facilitating a wellness and energy coaching retreat with several wonderful women from around the world. We sat in a circle surrounded by magnificent mountains and healing hot springs. Every one shared their gifts and when my turn came and I sang the light codes, everyone told me the visions they had of the planetary re-alignments during the song and how each note I sang came down as a drop of liquid light into the body of the earth (into our physical bodies). A new message came forth for me to start singing more, speaking the light more and drawing the light codes for others in my sessions, no longer hiding in my spiritual closet. I have since witnessed countless moments of transformation and soul alchemy in every interaction and I continue to do so with the divine grace by my side.
And now fast forward to this moment...
The light codes (whether drawings and spoken messages) and the Elohim songs have accelerated everything I have accomplished so far in almost five decades in my personal and professional life as a visionary educator around the world, embodiment and transformational coach, writer, retreat leader & co-owner of the Lotus Heart Retreat Centre in Canada as well as spiritual mentor to many. There is no better moment than now to say yes to your Soul's unique frequencies and bring in immense transformation. Each session we co-create is pure magic. And all is guided by Divine Light.
This is my invitation to you...today.